Jeskelvin's

Failure

2012-02-05T12:41:00.004+08:00

I wonder who would still come back to this space?

Who would even bother to read my thoughts?

I think I am such a failure.

9 months!

2012-02-04T22:29:00.003+08:00

Pea Pea is in his 9 months today!

My Pea!

2012-02-03T12:19:00.000+08:00

This is my pea!

He's hitting 9 months tomorrow & I'm actually quite amazed.

Okay, not in a weird way but just watching him grow is happiness.

From a tiny newborn to now a toddler who can sits all by himself.

I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE that I'm already married & got a son!

Sometimes.... sometimes I would ask myself,

"This is what I want in life?"

I hesitated & thought to myself...

"Although I can't have my freedom like I used to have

but I'm fortunate to have such a cute baby boy

& of course a very sweet husband."

I never regret if you'd ask me.

For now, I am so looking forward to baby boy's BIG 1ST!

Have to start planning the guest list, the venue,

the catering & the theme!

I just want the best for him....

I Love You.

2012-02-02T15:02:00.002+08:00

MY HONEY BUN.

I Love You.

No longer

2012-01-30T17:35:00.001+08:00

You have to accept the fact that he is out of your life. No use clinging on. No use asking him to make promises. Get this clear, he is completely out of your life. I really pity you....

Lunar New Year!

2012-01-26T11:24:00.001+08:00

It's the 4th day of CNY & I'm back to work. I drag myself here though. Had a fun filling CNY this year with Pea Pea around. Took some pictures & I'm here to share (:

My 2012.

2012-01-04T17:27:00.001+08:00

I started my 2012 awesomely with the crazies!
Dinner buffet at Sakura & Club Ratchada after which!
Countdown party was absolutely great with 3 bottles of Martell!
1st time ever! 3 bottles is not a joke. But no one was drunk.
Just a little tipsy.

I got a hug & kiss from hubby with the clock strikes 0000am!

All were crazy that night. Really enjoyable!

& on the 2nd day of 2012, hubby & I went to Bintan Lagoon Resort for a mini holiday!
It's our 1st wedding anniversary! Time was well spent there. I love holidays like this!

It's a 2 day 1 night thing though...

I love the beach there. Waves after waves. So carefree~
The sand isn't hot at all. I love it.

It's great to know that I started my 2012 awesomely!

8 days

2011-12-25T21:41:00.004+08:00

8 days to our 1st wedding anniversary!

Stages in life.

2011-12-16T12:47:00.001+08:00

It's Friday already. Tomorrow hubby will be coming back home!
Oh & the picture(s) above is how we go through each stage in both our lives.
The middle - When I first met him in a pub.
The bottom - When we got together, having our honeymoon period.
The far right - He proposed to me. A very pleasant surprise I'd never thot I would receive.
The far left - When we tie the knot & exchange vows.
RIGHT ABOVE - Pea Pea arrived!

All these different stages in life makes me grow older.

I thank God I met you, hubby...
For giving me a chance to let love into my life again.
I'm glad we moved forward together (:

2 & only.

2011-12-14T18:13:00.002+08:00

My 2 & only.

2nd reservist!

2011-12-12T22:26:00.001+08:00

It's hubby's 2nd reservist today. He went out as early as 6:30am.
Couldn't bear to let him go but I'm left with no choice.
Hopefully no more reservist for him after this year's...

It's a 12 days thing. How would I be able to sleep without him?

How funny that I would always complain that he moves a lot while sleeping
but truth is, I want him to be by my side now! I want to sleep with him & wake up
to his smelly breath the next morning...

I want to have a great Christmas with him after he comes home!

Oh hubby, pea pea & I misses you much!

Wonder.

2011-12-10T00:03:00.001+08:00

I wonder who would still be interested in this boring space of mine.

More than words

2011-12-05T19:33:00.001+08:00

2011 is coming to an end.
Our 1st wedding anniversary is approaching soon!

No resolutions for next year.

For what I had gain this year was more than words.

Bye November!

2011-11-30T12:32:00.001+08:00

November passed by quickly. It's a fruitful month I must say!Shall not elaborate till I have the time. Ubin trip is coming & am quite excited. Let's plan another holiday outing! Probably mid 2012? Taiwan is good!All in all, I'm happy with what I have. Bye November!

2011-10-23T19:53:00.000+08:00

Dad.

I don't know for the others. But I don't blame you.
I am just a little disappointed in you.

-x-

Crazy.

2011-10-12T14:08:00.001+08:00

Workplace is now in a mess.
Boss, boss' assistant, one of the crazy doctors.

Been listening to my colleagues complains each day I report to work.
Last week, I witness the crazy doctor's act. She's like looking beside her
& keep nodding her head. Seems like she's agreeing with someone/something.
I was totally freaked out. Seriously!

I will never assist her alone!

Sets me thinking

2011-10-11T15:28:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, it just sets me thinking. Why do people want to be fake?
Ain't they tired putting up a fake front everyday?

Why do people say hurtful words to hurt others?(I am one of them)
I always do that to others. I can't control my emotions, my tempers.
I get agitated easily this I must admit. Despite being a mum, my temper is still as bad.

People say I need to change. Nobody can change me unless I take the initiative.

For Pea Pea, I will... I am putting in efforts but no one notice.
I have too much bad points? In result, covering up the "good" points I have?
Or is it that right from the start I do not have any good points?

I need & I must have what a good wife & good mommy should posses.

Yet again.

2011-10-11T15:22:00.002+08:00

Yet again? It's contradicting...

It's been a week though. How?

Real Steel

2011-10-10T19:50:00.003+08:00

Caught an awesome show with hubby the other day. REAL STEEL.
Max & Atom are real cool. & of cause the other robots.
The story line, the actor, is all nice. I would watch it over & over again if I could.

Don't worry, your secret is safe with me.

After that day, we are better already. Right?
Thanks XX for those text(s).

All I ever wanted was you to fight for me.

imac

2011-10-08T19:40:00.003+08:00

Time to save money for an imac! It's a deal between hubby & I.

Pea Pea is 5 months old!

2011-10-07T13:00:00.002+08:00

How to not love my Pea!?

Pea Pea is now 5 months old!

Grown up so much since newborn...

My cheeky bun...

Happiness is....

2011-09-18T11:39:00.000+08:00

When I'm bored, I will do this to my photos.

(Kenan Love Grandma)

ps/ my mommy requested this!

(Liang ma, I love you!)

(I love Caca)

The best Dao Huey I ever had!

(Papa Love Kenan)

I love to edit my photos a lot.
It always bring joy to me looking at these pretty photos.
& so, I did mention that my #21 was an awesome one.

Unlike others, I decided not to have chalets or any fancy celebrations.
Because birthdays comes & goes. Doesn't really matter if I make it big.
I spent my advance #21 in Universal Studios Singapore on the 3rd.
Another advance celebration with my buddies on the 7th!
A surprised celebration on the 8th (actual day) when the clock strike 0000am.
A very pleasant outing with mommy, Sissy, Brothers & my little Wong family on the actual day.

So now tell me, why do I need fanciful celebrations? (:

Pea pea & a fat fat mommy.

Hubby & our pea

Pea pea's tummy time!

The other day when he got so emo

My cutesy pea

Handsome. Let's Smurfff~

Kenan the Pooh

My Fantabulous #21

2011-09-10T02:08:00.000+08:00

MY FANTABULOUS #21!!!

For the longest time.

2011-08-29T14:27:00.000+08:00

For the longest time, I’ve been trying to live according to my ideal social self – the way I want the world to view me. So what if the world perceives pink as a feminine colour, cartoon characters’ merchandise as kiddish, soft teddy bears as girly? Maybe it’s time to get back into my own comfortable skin and be myself. I guess there’s always this little child in us, and sometimes.. there really isn’t a need to put on a strong front.

-x-

Pea pea will be away from home for 1 week. Starting from today.
Due to brother's HFMD. This is really very saddening.
I never want to be separated from pea pea. But for the sake of his health.
To be separated from him for 1 week is really a torture.
If I were given a choice, I would loved to take care of him myself.
I have been saying this for quite a number of times, but no one hears me.

On a side note, I will be turning 21 in one week plus time. Legal 21.
Wishes on my birthday list is simple. But I reckon nobody will see this.
I need a wallet (red) badly. A good & durable wallet to last me for long.
A watch. Same thing, a watch that can last me for long.
Nice wedge shoe. More clothes.
Turning 21 ain't a big deal I must say. Having to plan what to do, where to go.
Who to invite & worse still, need to accomodate with some others when it's your big day.

Sometimes I really wonder who is my real friends. Guess I know the answer already.

Who says?

2011-08-25T09:21:00.000+08:00

Something to voice out.

Saw this particular friend of mine stating this on facebook:
" Why people can change boyfriend or girlfriend so easily? "

First thing that came to my mind was, " Am I also the one? " (before I got married)
After a break up at 2010, April. I suffered. I went out till late nights,
I went to drink. I stay out late. My mum was even worried about me.

At 2010, May, I got myself a boyfriend. My friend says, " Too fast too furious "
I didn't know what strike on me. Yes, everything happened too fast indeed.
In result, I fell, yet again... ..

It's hell, to be hurt 2 times within a month.

On that very day, 15th of May, I meet up with Jane & Cecilia for a drink.
Went down to Chinatown's pub to look for Eve.
That day, was also the day I met hubby.

So I told myself, I ain't a slut at all.
I met someone I would spend my life with... ..

Often, ladies must met one or two bad guys before meeting the right one.
Who says fairytales & happily after doesn't exist? It does.
Because it happened on me... ..

First.

2011-08-24T16:17:00.000+08:00

I can still vividly remember the day when baby pea pop out from my belly.

It's also the day hubby gave me the biggest encouragement ever.

He gave me the strength, have faith in me & give me all the might.

I look forward to baby pea's first step!

& of course,

his first own flip.

his first crawl.

His first big 1.

His first non-baby language.

& many many more of his first!

Shark Fin ice tray

2011-08-22T17:32:00.001+08:00

Paws

2011-08-22T17:31:00.001+08:00

CUTE!

2011-08-22T17:30:00.002+08:00

SO CUTE!!!

KATY PERRY

2011-08-22T17:29:00.000+08:00

KATY PERRY @ THE TODAY SHOW

How things changes?

2011-08-22T10:22:00.000+08:00

How great?

2011-08-19T01:04:00.000+08:00

Just had diarrhea. At this timing? How great?
Hitting the sack now. Z monster is attacking me.

Watermelon.

2011-08-18T17:05:00.002+08:00

Bored at work.

2011-08-16T16:21:00.000+08:00

I'm bored at work. I have nobody to talk to unless there's calls.
Giving out faxs & mails is really a hassle for me.
I can't really remember who is who & they always give a stern face,
as if I owe them a few million bucks.
I don't really like OL(s) but well......... ....

Transfering calls are still alright for me.
I still have to memorize their extension numbers.
But the lucky thing is, I have this excel sheet on my desktop,
so I would be able to refer if in need. I am trying not to rely on it.

I know I can do it. I need some time. (:

(:

2011-08-12T21:17:00.002+08:00

Fever.

2011-08-12T21:16:00.001+08:00

Baby boy having fever after yesterday's jab.
He keeps whining & crying. He even scream.
Must be his itchy gums making him restless too.

& so, on the 10th of August, it's Ah Xuan's 22nd.
Dine in at Flamingg Mangos. New places discovered by Hong.
Food was not bad. Environment was good except that it's a little warm.

Bowling after which & I must say baby boy was the star that day.
Got entertained by birthday boy & the others.
Totally a sweetheart of all of them! Everyone was snatching to carry him.

He's one happy boy that day!

-x-

Back to update other day.
Stay tune.

Start.

2011-08-08T20:54:00.000+08:00

I started a new job today... It's so much more better than the previous one.

Colleagues there are more chatty & friendlier. Which makes my day easier.

I need to start from the scratch, yet again... But hopefully I can pick it up fast.

Doubt I can see this year's ND's fireworks ):

I love fireworks, a lot.

JB day.

2011-08-07T00:10:00.000+08:00

JB this morning. The queue at the custom was crazy.
It totally pissed us out. But everything went well soon after.

Stone grill was nice. Hoping to have more of it!
Hubby & I was superb enthu in shopping for baby boy's clothes!
Even more enthu than shopping for our own clothes.
We want the best for him. That explain why.

More outing like this will definitely brighten up my day. (:
Had so much fun & laughters.

New.

2011-08-04T20:05:00.000+08:00

Will be starting a new job next Monday.

They offer higher pay & their benefits are so attracting.

Hopefully there will be more stuffs for me to do.

Everything will be smooth sailing for me in this new company!

Durians.

2011-07-31T23:19:00.000+08:00

It's Monday tomorrow. It's gonna be a blue Monday.

Something happy: had durians with Sissy, bros & Hong.
Heavenly~ a little shopping with hubby & Kenan too!

Days like that are like happiness.
Yes, it's happiness.

Bridesmaids.

2011-07-30T22:41:00.001+08:00

Bridesmaids was kinda awesome.

I would rate it 4 popcorns out of 5!

Go catch it!

Yes, we caught Bridesmaids last night (:

Dream.

2011-07-29T20:04:00.000+08:00

I should.

2011-07-25T13:25:00.001+08:00

Today, I told myself I need to really change my temper.
For the sake for myself & my family.
I don't want to always be the one ruining people's day.
Hubby always forgive me. I must not take things for granted.

Everyday's bus journey to work is always so short.
I hope there will be no ending.
I hope the bus will keep going.
& me having scenarios of hubby, little pea & myself.
I live for them. For them, I will give my best.

(:

2011-07-20T13:47:00.000+08:00

Just when I thought hubby can't make it on time to buy taro milk, he actually came back with milk tea! The shop was closing, thus no taro milk. He always springs me with little surprises. I just couldn't ask for anything more from him!

I always look forward to both our off day(s).
It's always family day when it's our off day.
But hubby beg to differ. He says, "everyday is family day!"

Tsk, love him so much!

I thank God.

2011-07-15T10:09:00.000+08:00

I can't help but keep looking back the days when we were still dating.
Miss those days. I can still remember how we met. It's a coincidence I must say.
If we both didn't went down to the pub, we wouldn't have meet each other.

From the drink you offer me to the countless time of poking me when we 1st met.
& endless msn chat to endless text(s). Meeting up & surprises always brighten up my day.
I enjoy being with you even though your impression left for me ain't good in the 1st place.

But I'm actually glad that I gave you a chance to prove yourself.
If not for your actions, I don't think we would even start that fast.
God wants us to be together forever that he had given us a very precious gift.

Baby boy was the one who brought us even closer.

& my wish for being together with you till death had fulfilled.
I thank God for everything I had now.

KelvinKenan.

Loved.

2011-07-11T13:51:00.001+08:00

1st day of work today, so far so good.
Hubby sacrifice his sleep & woke up earlier than usual
just to accompany me for the bus ride to my office.

What else more could I ask for? (:

New start.

2011-07-10T17:56:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow will be a new start for me.
I will be taking baby steps one at a time from now.
I will be able to adapt to the new environment & to new people.

I'm glad hubby is here to support me.

(:

Why?

2011-07-05T17:48:00.000+08:00

Because all the things you did, made me lost faith in you.
I thought there's still a little hope for your return.
But on the 23rd of June, you proved everything wrong.

This really shows that you don't even care for us.
You let the electric being cut off.
You can even let us find our own way to settle.

I am utterly disappointed in you.

I ask myself, do I still wish to have you back with us?
You leave us in the lurch. But no, we won't give up.
We got our own ways to settle.

Goodbye.

06062011

2011-06-09T01:04:00.002+08:00

06062011 marks one year loving you.
Oh, it's been 365 days hubby.
No, I don't mind not having flowers from you.
I don't mind having no surprises.
But you spring me by buying our fav cake!
You always did that.
I can't help but keep falling in love with you all over again.

Thanks for pampering me!

IWISHYOUFUCKINGDIE

2011-06-08T01:39:00.002+08:00

To the person who used hubby's iTunes account to DL apps....
IWISHYOUFUCKINGDIE!

Are you the one? Haha.

2011-06-04T10:34:00.007+08:00

Baby boy's baby shower!!!

It's Kenan's baby shower today! So much fun I would say.
Baby boy was being passed around like a ball.
He's everyone's precious I would say!

Buffet wasn't as nice as I thought it would be.
Not going to order from this caterer anymore. Kinda disappointed.
All in all, I hope everyone did enjoy themselves.

Once again, happy 1st month dearest precious!!

Daddy & Mummy loves you!

No longer... ...

2011-05-31T14:29:00.002+08:00

Can you see that he's no longer yours? (:

It's been 3 years dad... ...

2011-05-30T22:41:00.000+08:00

It's been 3 years dad... ...

It's been 3 years. I wish I was still 6 years old, when you would put me on your shoulders and all my problems seemed smaller than me. I wish you could make this better for me again. I ♥ you.

Why’d you have to go?

Soon.

2011-05-28T13:56:00.000+08:00

And so, confinement is coming to an end.
Soon baby boy will be celebrating his full month.
It's a joyous thing I must say.

It's means gathering with friends & relatives too!

It's a bliss to watch baby boy grow each day.
And we're blessed with hubby's love!!!!

Soon.

2011-05-24T22:51:00.000+08:00

Confinement is ending soon.
We can officially go out as a family!

Been looking forward to this day.

Be back soon.

Adorable like daddy!

2011-05-16T10:52:00.000+08:00

Baby boy is 13 days old today!

101 expressions still!

So adorableeee like his daddy!

1 year.

2011-05-15T08:54:00.002+08:00

Today marks 1 year knowing you.

Honey, I'm glad I met you.

All the same.

2011-05-14T20:30:00.001+08:00

I have a bad character. I need some self reflection.
And so, Kenan is 11 days old today. An angel indeed!
Always full of different facial expressions! My precious~

I never got tired watching him all day long.
I want to be there for him and watch him grow.
But because of financial problems, I'm not allowed to stay home too long.
I need to find a job asap. To help share the burden with honey.

As much as I would loved to watch him grow, I couldn't.
But I will make it to a point to always remind him I love him all the same!

Now it's the end of my pregnancy, hope my attitude towards honey
will be a whole lot more better!

I am so sorry for the past months.
You really suffered a lot!

Be back to update soon.

Kenan Wong.

2011-05-07T14:13:00.000+08:00

GREETINGS FROM KENAN WONG!

To be updated soon.

Stay tune!

May 2011

2011-05-01T04:10:00.000+08:00

It's already May. But there's still no sign of baby wanting to come out.
Pea pea, please be good~ Mummy and Daddy love you!
Play pen is already set up. Clothes are ready prepared.
Be out on time and let us shower our love on you.

Love, Daddy and Mummy.

So sweet!

2011-04-13T21:50:00.000+08:00

Hubby is being extra sweet today!
Makes me fly ~

Kite flying and picnic.

2011-04-10T18:49:00.001+08:00

I want to have a picnic session. But not until baby is out.
I wouldn't want to be under the scorching sun with a big "responsibility"!
I could melt under the big sun. My movements kind of slow recently.
Body too heavy.

So, all I could do is to wait for "family outing".

It will be a fun one!

See you in 23 days baby precious.

Grandpa.

2011-04-06T22:06:00.000+08:00

Grandpa had a op this morning and it lasted for hours.
Yet I'm unable to be there for him given my current situation.
Felt awful. I'm not allow to visit him.
But I'm glad he's safe and sound.

Thank God.

Love.

2011-04-02T22:29:00.000+08:00

31 days. Be good & be on time!

变化。

2011-03-28T16:51:00.001+08:00

海变成陆地快乐的能变成悲剧
那么爱会不会变成了麻痹
沙变成天梯丑陋的能变成美丽
那么你会不会变成我的仇敌

我不是挑剔可怕的变局
随时都在背后偷袭
时间会把我把你都变成了灰烬
从拥挤变距离
没有人能够保证永远一起
时间会把我把你都变成了回忆
那时候有没有
一个不会为时间而变化的你

分开追逐着相聚心酸渴望着甜蜜
我们都是一样穷得只剩下空虚
我买不起我不确定
绝望谷底有没有奇迹

时间会把我把你都变成了灰烬
从拥挤变距离
不变的幸福只是一种剧
时间会把我把你都变成了回忆
那时候有没有一个是
你爱我我爱你最完美的结局
还是我变成了你最想忘记的回忆

Game of life.

2011-03-27T15:13:00.000+08:00

Game of life is so much fun than monopoly.
Had 2 rounds last night and we end at 4am.
This is insane but we seriously enjoyed.

Who joined?
Jane
Et
Hong
Hubby
Little bro
And myself!

And I dreamt that I'm playing it this morning!
Crazy. Hubby suggest to have it again soon!

Amazing much.

2011-03-26T18:58:00.002+08:00

It's amazing how someone can still keep track of someone's life.

A happy day.

2011-03-24T15:56:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a happy day with Hubby & family (:

Ate at Beng thin restaurant, celebrate grandpa's birthday.
Everyone was happy & it's a chatty night yesterday.

Hit party world with Hubby, dad & mum aftermath till 2am.
Both Hub & dad superb high I must say. Happy day, happy us...

Little pea, see you soon (:

今天过去.

2011-03-16T20:51:00.002+08:00

我们多么用心
说再见都保持冷静
微笑着分手没有人哭泣
我们都没逃避
时间给爱的难题
不论交给谁都无法处理
今天过去我是我你是你
以后就没有权利多给你关心
再舍不得太爱你才忍心放弃
这是对的决定请勇敢飞行
你要的幸福不在我这里
我可以独自把梦延续
还是一样上班来不及
还是一样看夜场电影
我的生活依然规律
仿佛忘记你已离去
还是一样城市太拥挤
还是一样多变的天气
你的生活是否顺心
有没有人走进你生命
相爱到最后我们变成朋友
不见面没联络像路人的朋友
想念让人失落也不能说出口
某个路口曾经与你擦肩而过
不打扰的温柔是我唯一能做
因为你还相信爱情真的觉得感动
我会在这里再守候
默默看着你再心动不寂寞
是否你也和我相恋过

xoxo

2011-03-13T18:44:00.000+08:00

Meet this crazy girl of mine last two days.
Catching up was kinda fun. We even went k box at cine.
Bet she's crazy over her eye candy.
I no longer can have this feeling anymore.
Feeling all tensed up upon seeing that someone u admire.
Talked about how my heart pounds whenever I saw that special someone.

Now for me is only Hubby, house chores, and how excited I am for little pea's arrival.

Crazy girl, let's hang out again some other day! xoxo

Caca.

2011-03-10T22:28:00.000+08:00

See you tomorrow crazy girl.

...

2011-03-09T23:47:00.001+08:00

Sometimes it's just too hard.
I never want to grow up.

Fly me to the moon.

2011-03-08T11:44:00.000+08:00

The greatest love.

Told Hubby my sudden crave for beer battered fish from Chippy British.
And surprisingly, he came back with a pack after work.
No words can describe the feeling I had.

This really touches my heart.

Because I thought he wouldn't care much about my sudden craves.
And secondly, I thought he would bring me there on his next off day.
But little did I expect!!

See, what more can I ask for? Heh heh.

Can't deny.

2011-03-06T17:12:00.000+08:00

I can't deny you're the best.

Just 2 months away!

2011-03-03T20:08:00.001+08:00

I'm just exactly 2 months away from my edd.
Starting to feel all tensed up.
Hope everything goes smoothly!

-x-

I always thank God that I found you.
Thank God for being able to give
you someone special.

You deserve my best. I love you, Hubby!

Leave ended.

2011-02-26T20:00:00.000+08:00

& so, hubby's leave ended.

3 days of leave were well spent I supposed?

We definitely spent too much on this 3 days.

Mainly on household & little pea's stuffs.

It's just another 66 days.

Hope everything goes smoothly.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUBBY!

2011-02-20T15:01:00.002+08:00

Hubby's 23rd Wild Birthday!

It's hubby's 23rd last 2 days.
We went to the zoo!
Like some happy kids.

Who went?

Wei Hong
Evelyn
XX
E.T
Jane
Huiyu
Hubby & I

Lim Chu Kang for dinner afterwhich.
I still can't get over the fact that we ate a $66 fish!
The bill came out to be $2XX...

All in all, we enjoyed ourselves to the fullest!

Valentines 2011

2011-02-16T14:59:00.001+08:00

Last two days were valentines day.

Didn't actually celebrate but still I enjoyed my day with hubby.

We spent the whole day outside.

With candy machine craze at Plaza Sing',

(& hubby got a Melody for me)

to a expensive manicure,

then for dinner at Aston

& lastly for a movie.

Oh, I got a surprise from hubby.

(this is the surprise he springs me at home after midnight)

(the expensive manicure)

(candy machine craze's Melody)

Hubby is always full of surprises I can never thought of.
See, he's always the best to me :]
I love him.

Cravings.

2011-02-10T19:17:00.005+08:00

So much cravings!

Prata, pepper lunch, mee goreng,

kambing soup.

All this is so fattening!

I hope I can regain to my normal weight after giving birth.

*cross fingers*

-x-

I never knew you were the best to me.
Giving me your best.
Every cents spent is your hard earned money.
Let us just wait for little pea's arrival.
Let us just wait for me to start work.
We will work hard together for our future.
We can do it, we definitely will.

It aches my heart to have see you work so hard every day.
It aches my heart to have see you wake up so early in the morning,
& reach home late in the night.
Having you to travel to & fro work really aches my heart.
I hope I can share this burden with you.
But for the time being, I can't. I am sorry.

I am not a good wife either, right?
I flare my temper, I have attitudes.
You always have to kill my cravings.
You always give in to me.
YOU'RE THE BEST HUBBY!

shop for clothes!

2011-02-10T18:22:00.000+08:00

http://shopforclothes.onsugar.com/

Shop for clothes!

Click on the link above.

Do help to circulate to friends around you!

CNY.2011

2011-02-09T16:20:00.004+08:00

This year's cny is sure a joyous one!

It's a busy busy festival for hubby & I.

Giving out ang baos is never fun ):

But all in all, it's a heart warming one.

-x-

& there's a lot of things to be done before little pea's arrival.

- Buying of baby's stuffs.

- Hubby & mine's 二人世界.

- Shopping & gathering with friends.

I will be dating Caca out pretty soon!

Can't stand!!!

2011-01-28T16:12:00.002+08:00

I can't stand people spamming their own facebook's status.

Cause it spams mine too! Seriously!!! If you can't keep your

boyfriend by your side, stop blaming others. You can only blame yourself.

Spamming on facebook calling others slut/bitch is not being cool.

Get a life seriously. What era already? Still want to find people's trouble?

Grow up please.....

:]

2011-01-26T16:18:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow will be breakfast with hubby & a little shopping! :]

I'm blessed.

2011-01-25T22:10:00.002+08:00

I'm blessed....

I'm blessed with great friends. Thanks for those encouraging words.

Thanks for being there for me during my worst. Now that I'm having my own

family soon, I will never forget each & everyone of you.

Thanks to those who attended my rom. Thanks to those who gave me their blessings.

Thanks to those who want to participate in little pea's arrival.

Words can't express my gratitude. But you know who you are!

Just in another around 98 days, little pea will arrive!

99 days.

2011-01-24T22:33:00.002+08:00

It's just another 99 days for God's sake.

The fear of waiting in the delivery suite kept rushing to me.

Oh dear~ I'm so afraid that I might die just by bearing the pain.

Love.

2011-01-23T14:49:00.003+08:00

Sissy bought a lovely lovely dress for me. Heaps of love!

Had KFC delivery earlier on with her too! Life~

Will be having dinner with Hubby's grandpa tonight.

Be back to update again.

-x-

Dinner isn't as fab as I thought. I was all tensed up.

No, not that his grandparents are strict or anything.

Just feel all tensed up. It's the 1st time meeting them after all.

Heartwarming.

2011-01-22T14:35:00.002+08:00

I really love this photo.

The way Ethan hold our hand.

So heartwarming...

I can now imagine, little pea holding our hands (:

nothing means anything.

2011-01-21T18:48:00.000+08:00

In time to come and those that passed

I see not a straight smooth path but crooked with slants and uphills ahead

True, it has been tough for both of us

And times we felt like letting free each other for the better

Yet times we felt we have to hold on contradictingly

You said we could try..

You said everything would change for the better..

And here we are.. Staying together still as one

I believe we storm through bravely with one faith

The faith to be forever to love to give

Baby, nothing means anything when you are like my universe

Growing up.

2011-01-20T15:37:00.001+08:00

Lifetime promise.

2011-01-20T13:37:00.008+08:00

A lifetime promise.

I love you, hubby.

More at facebook.

Are you sure?

2011-01-19T19:23:00.000+08:00

Are you sure?

A leopard will never change it's spots?

I doubt so.

It's not that the leopard will never change it's spots,

It's the one who judge the leopard didn't gave it a second chance.

So what one disappointment after another,

Afterall it's just the time that matters,

The faith within oneself that matters.

If you believe it can do it from the very start,

Why not have the faith and confidence all the way.

It's not that the leopard can't do it,

It's the one who came out with this phrase loses faith in them.

I never agree with that phrase,

Never.

Long day.

2011-01-18T17:18:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was a long day for both hubby & I.

Especially hubby.

Had appointment with KKH in the afternoon.

It took hours (like always!!)...

Bugis after which.

Bought 3 tops & it's chosen by hubby. Love it!

Movie after that. We caught "Just call me nobody".

There's no story line at all. I nearly doze off halfway the show.

Home aftermath & had "supper" from pasar malam.

All in all, I enjoyed my day with hubby.

Little pea, see you on Valentines day :]

106.

2011-01-17T11:01:00.002+08:00

106 days to go!

Items for sale

2011-01-16T22:20:00.002+08:00

Wallets & bags for sale.

Items below are all brand new

and original which my aunt bought

in Paris and London.

Interested parties,

please mail me at : idesire-@hotmail.com

Do help to circulate to your friends!

Looking back.

2011-01-16T21:38:00.003+08:00

Looking back those text(es) we exchange before we got attached makes

me wants to fall in love all over again with you! When there were no worries

about financial & doing things we like.

Once again, I know life ahead will be even awesome with our little pea~

I can't wait to start a family! 3 more months it is. Time really flies...

& I hope I can cope with everything. I know I can.

Burlesque!

2011-01-16T18:06:00.006+08:00

Burlesque last night was awesome!!!

Christina Aguilera is god damn gorgeous.

All her moves & voice is so power!

I rate this show 5/5 popcorns!

You guys should really go catch it!

-x-

Before movie, meet up with some secondary school friends.

Arab st for sheesha & some catching up. They sheesha while I

go around snapping pictures (: Feels good to have meet up with them.

& off I went to meet hubby to have late dinner & movie.

-x

Sometimes I felt myself drifting apart from them. They went drinking while

I have to leave. The feeling's not good but I know I have no choice.

I ought to be responsible & know what a wife & a mummy-to-be should possess.

I am loving my current life & is not complaining (:

For I know hubby will always be beside me.

A lifetime promise ♥

2011-01-15T14:03:00.001+08:00

Proposal ring & wedding band.

A lifetime promise ♥

Could this be the greatest love of all

I wanna know that you will catch me when I fall

So let me tell you this

Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this

FAT.

2011-01-14T21:49:00.004+08:00

109 days more.

I am feeling fat and that's very depressing :(

I'd never thought that I would weigh 50kg.

I felt so fat that I don't even have the thought of buying new clothes.

I don't even have the mood to do window shopping at all.

I AM FAT.

HERSHEY'S

2011-01-12T20:04:00.001+08:00

Hershey's.

I can't resist!

More photos!

2011-01-11T20:23:00.004+08:00

(Credits to Xue Ling)